“We have a prop for you today, Johnny,” purred
the avant-garde lesbian-feminist art instructor I thought of as
Ms. Muff. I hated the way she used the royal “we,” and
I hated her version of my French-Canadian name, Jean.
There’s something about being naked in a roomful of fully-dressed
people that makes it hard for me to assert myself. In fact, trying
not to get hard usually took up most of my energy. I stood quietly,
forcing my arms to stay at my sides, while Ms. Muff strutted around
me in her black jeans, tossing her sun-bleached hair and looking
amused. She probably fantasized about cutting me up and serving
choice bits as hors d’oeuvres at the next lesbian brunch
or gallery opening.
“Face the ladder,” she ordered, “then
hold onto the rung at your chin-level. Can you hold that pose
without moving
for thirty minutes?”
Even with the
eyes of twenty-five students, mostly women over thirty, on my
boyish derriere, I had my pride. I couldn’t
refuse the challenge. “Sure,” I answered loudly enough
for my audience to hear.
As I settled into my pose, I could almost hear the silent laughter
of the mid-life dyke set as they studied my chestnut hair, the
long muscles in my back, my firm ass and my hairy legs. I was a
young male specimen to them. On their Amazon planet, I would be
lucky to be kept alive for stud service.
I could see the clock with its slowly-moving second hand. Ten
minutes into my pose, I was feeling the pull in my shoulders. Then
I felt something else: a steady look like a hand squeezing each
of my asscheeks.
I looked around as far as I could, listening tot he sound of charcoal
pencils on
newsprint. Terrance was sketching my body with long, strong strokes,
glancing up from
time to time. Catching my eyes, he gave me a warning look: don’t
move, boy.
His attention
made me shiver. I wanted to stay in position for him, but my
arms were aching and my back was in knots. I had only
served half my sentence, and I already felt crucified. Obviously
my summer job at Burger on the Run hadn’t turned me into
an
Olympic athlete.
I tried to take my mind off the strain on my arms by thinking
about Terrance: his
solid build, his hawk nose and crystal-blue eyes, his neat wood-brown
beard, his long,
experienced, nicotine-stained fingers. He looked like an old man
to me. I had never
thought of myself as a daddy’s boy, but I had never met a
daddy like him before.
I had ten minutes to go. Hanging onto the ladder for dear life,
I could feel my whole body sagging lower. I wanted my watchers,
including all the women, to know how much I was giving for their
art. I am Man, hear me grunt.
I didn’t
want Terrance to think I was a wuss, a sissy-boy who was not
up to his
standards. I thought he needed to find a David to inspire him to
the achievements of
Michelangelo.
“Time’s up, Johnny,” soothed
Ms. Muff as she touched my shoulder. I uncurled my fingers, then
slowly moved my
burning arms away from the ladder. I told myself I was a professional
model and should act like it.
I straightened up. My buns still tingled as though every hand
in the class, from the softest to the hardest, had had a feel.
I could see some of the women looking confused and looking away,
as though I had turned back into a human being as soon as the witch
in charge had released me from her spell.
I pulled my robe over my shoulders as casually as I could. I strolled
from one easel to the next to see how the students had drawn me.
I knew this embarrassed them, and I thought it was only fair.
I came to Terrance’s
sketch last, and he made no effort to hide it from me. When I
looked at his image of me, I felt as
shaken as a rat in the jaws of a terrier.
The picture
was amazingly precise and detailed. It showed a strained and
stretched body pushing its gluteus maximus toward the viewer
as though begging for attention. The thighs beneath looked like
patient Greek pillars, and their straight lines pointed to the
ass which served as a focal point, a magnet for the viewer’s
eyes. Its two globes looked like ripe peaches drawn by an Old Master
with a talent for shading. The mysterious darkness beneath the
crack suggested unseen treasures.
I knew then
what Terrance wanted from me. My willie was rising, and I tried
to cover it with my robe. Before I could tie the sash,
Terrance grabbed my hand possessively. “Put your clothes
on,” he told me, “then we’ll go for coffee.” He
made “coffee” sound like a code word for something
too delicious to be named in public. Terrance studied the front
of my robe and patted my butt. He didn’t seem to care who
saw us, but I suspected that his touch would have been more demanding
without a female audience.
I could smell
my own sweat when I left the room, wondering if I really heard
muffled giggles. In the men’s can, I pulled
on my shirt and jeans as quickly as possible.
Most of the
women had gone when I walked back into the studio, but I noticed
Ms. Muff running a hand through her hair as she talked
to Terrance. Hot resentment burned in my stomach, confusing me.
I wanted to slap the gamey smile off her face, even though I didn’t
really think he wanted to be her pet.
Terrance glanced
at me. “See you tomorrow,” he tossed
at her over his shoulder,
grabbing mine. He seemed to be treating Ms. Muff as a younger woman,
not necessarily
an expert in anything, and I was ridiculously relieved. His grip
on me wasn’t gentle, but
it soothed my soul.
We walked silently
to the parking lot, where he let me into the front passenger’s
seat of his car. The man who now felt like a date drove smoothly
to his apartment building, parked, and guided
me with a hot hand on my back to the elevator that took us to the
twelfth floor.
A picture window
in Terrance’s front room showed a bright
blue sky over miles of city and the vast prairie beyond. I felt
as if the whole world was speeding past my eyes
as the Man pushed me to the sofa. “Face down, boy,” he
growled, his teeth against my
neck.
“Terrance,” I
answered, wanting him to know I would give him whatever he wanted.
“Take them off,” he
ordered, pulling my shirt out of my pants. I pulled it over my
head, hoping the muscles in my arms showed to advantage in that
gesture. I unzipped my
jeans and began pulling them down, shimmying a little to ease their
way.
My host wasn’t
impressed by my flirting. He slapped my covered butt to stop
me
from moving. Then he yanked my pants down to my knees and slapped
me again on both
bare cheeks. Echoes from his right hand ran down my legs, up my
back and into my
groin. My shaft jumped smartly to attention.
“Ah,” laughed my new Master, noticing my reaction. “He
likes it. He’ll get all he needs.” Terrance continued
slapping each of my buns by turn until I realized that his
slaps were meant to enforce his earlier command: lie down. I bent
over to pull my pant-
legs off my feet as quickly as possible. This move exposed me to
more of his stinging
impatience.
My hot ass was starting to register pain when I threw myself onto
his sofa and his
mercy. I groaned as my swollen dick met cool leather upholstery.
A pair of competent
arms held my shoulders down. The manly chuckle that went with
them sounded more threatening than the bark of a
sergeant-major. “You like to show off, boy,” stated
a powerful voice. It wasn’t a question. “You show me
your ass, you take the consequences.”
I wanted to make some gracious speech, offering him my basket
as though it were a Van Gogh or at least a Tom of Finland, but
my position made it hard to talk. A finger
coated in cold grease slid into my anus as though it belonged there.
I couldn’t help
wriggling as chills ran from my invaded hole to my neglected cock
and up my spine.
I could feel more fingers joining their neighbor. They felt like
snakes burrowing
deeper into their new home as they stroked the walls. I felt myself
opening and
spreading. “Whose ass is this, boy?” asked the voice
of the man above me. His sharp
teeth suddenly nipped my ear, making me jump. My ass clutched his
fingers, and he
responded by digging deeper. He was working up a slow fucking rhythm.
“Yours, Sir,” I
responded.
“Then don’t shoot your wad until I give you permission,” he
warned me. Too late: a groan burst out of me as hot juice spurted
from my young, untamed dick. The evidence lay smeared on his leather
sofa like Exhibit A for the prosecution.
Terrance’s hand in my hair pulled my head up and turned
me to face him. “I’m sorry, Sir,” I mumbled.
I felt like a failure and I wished I could disappear.
“You have a lot to learn, Twink,” he snarled, spitting
in my face. “I bet you were
always a Mama’s boy, allowed to do whatever the hell you
pleased. Not in my home,
Johnny. Here you shape up or you get out.”
The possibility of being kicked out of Terrance’s digs like
a burglar or drunken party guest made me briefly think of proving
myself by throwing myself off the twelfth-floor balcony. Even that,
I realized, would probably make me look immature and out of
control. Not to mention banged up.
I felt very
naked when Terrance pulled me off the sofa by my damp hair. “What do you think you should get, greedy slut?” he
demanded. “What would teach you some self-control?”
To this day,
I don’t know what made me say what I said next. “Your
belt, Sir,” I
begged humbly, even as I shivered in dread.
He laughed
and casually twisted one of my nipples between two fingers. He
smiled sarcastically as I winced. “You think
you could take it, boy? You seem pretty thin-skinned. Well, someone
has to toughen you up. Over my knee.”
Terrance already
had his belt coiled around one hand, and I didn’t
dare provoke his temper any more. I lay across his lap, desperately
hoping I could make good on this
added chance to impress him. What I felt under my stomach seemed
like a good sign.
The first stroke made me yell. He gave me just enough time to
gather my breath
before the next one, and this time I was able to turn down my volume.
As he steadily set
my ass on fire and sweat rolled off my forehead, I learned that
I could control my
outward reactions. I was proud to know this.
I could feel
tears prickling my eyes when he let me up, but I wasn’t
really crying. I was broken apart but calm, if that makes sense.
Terrance looked mellower than he had a few minutes
before.
The Man studied
me, and I remembered that he was the artist who had first seen
me as a body on display. “You’re marked,
Johnny,” he told me, gently touching my sore skin. “You’ll
heal, but a photo will help remind you.” I continued standing
as Terrance
gracefully stroked his own thick, marble-veined shaft.
“You want to get fucked, Johnny?” he
teased me. The sight of his solid tool combined with the heat
in my butt made
me feel faint, but my new knowledge of my own
endurance made me unwilling to refuse anything. Before I could
answer, he opened his
mouth in a hearty laugh. “You’ll get it, man, but not
yet. Can you give good head?”
I kneeled before
him and let him hold my head as I guided his hot rod between
my lips. The taste and the feel of him felt like
a promise. As I worked him with my eager tongue, I heard him call
me his “best boy.”
I knew he would take my ass soon. That was guaranteed, and his
ownership would be recorded in photos, sketches, and probably even
paintings and sculptures in due course. His vulnerable power in
my mouth made me willing to wait. In the meanwhile, I could feel
my proud buns glowing like a neon sign.
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